If you happen to be reading this...
Thank you so much for the courtesy of taking the time to let Paul's Frenz know what was happening.
That is an extremely big thing to have done, considering how close you are to the whole thing.
Take care of yourself and know that we are thinking of you too at what must be an almost impossible time. Your diary entries and the personal contact that we have with you make it quite obvious that you feel your friends' pain as if it were your own.
I'd like to think that this is all a horrible mistake, notwithstanding that it is obviously also a horrible reality, but know that we are all thinking of you.
Do take care.